...I Been High,I Been Low,I Been Yes,and I Been Oh Hell No

People can be absulutely insane. But sometimes,the people that are the most insane make the most sense. Ever realize that? Crazy people sometimes say very profound things. Like this-

"I was always fascinated by people who are considered completely normal, because I find them the weirdest of all."  -Johnny Depp

Take Albert Einstein for example. He grew up with people beliveing he was a total moron. And yet,he grows up,and invents the light bulb.

"Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the the universe."  -Albert Einstein

But then there's people like Nicola Tesla. The man was a sheer genius,but then went mentaly insane and died in a hotel room.

“Like a flash of lightning and in an instant the truth was revealed. I drew with a stick on the sand the diagrams of my motor. A thousand secrets of nature which I might have stumbled upon accidentally I would have given for that one which I had wrestled from her against all odds and at the peril of my existence.” -Nicola Tesla

Then again,there are always complete idiots that we can rely on for advise,too.

“I’m tired of pretending like I’m not special. I’m tired of pretending like I’m not bitching, a total frickin’ rock star from Mars.”  -Charlie Sheen

There are people who have talent-

 “Love is just a word, but you bring it definition.”  -Eminem

“All I need is what I’ve got. My soul is free and I’ve got more than enough. I believe in love and I’ll never stop. That’s why all I need is what I’ve got…”  -Natasha Bedingfield

“The last thing a young woman needs is another picture of a sexy pop star writhing in sand, covered in grease, touching herself. My image was an issue at my record label. I fought for months and cried at meetings. I got criticized for being arrogant because if you’re sure of yourself as a woman they say you’re a bitch whereas if you’re a man and you’re strong-willed it’s normal.”  -Lady Gaga

And there are people that we have no clue who they are,but they make perfect sense-

"In each family a story is playing itself out, and each family's story embodies its hope and despair." - Author Unknown

"We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love."  -Author Unknown

"Anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catch your heart."  -Author Unknown

"Out of all the people I've ever met, you're the one who makes me draw those silly little hearts on my papers."  -Author Unknown

But out of everyone that has ever said something,the ones that make the most sense,are the people closest to you. They make you smile,they make you embarrassed,and they just plain make you laough out loud. It doesn't even have to make any sense for it to make sense,they just have to say it. Like when a boy come up with something about how much he loves you and it makes absulutely no sense what so ever,you still know what he means and you don't slap him.

"So when someone says something thats profound,embarrassing,memorable,or just uncontrolably funny,remember it,and when thet person makes somethign of themselves,post it on their facebook wall,and wait for the comments to roll in." -Me :)

...And We,We Make a Good Team

We make a good team. That group of misfits and popular kids and everyone in between. All that goes out the window when we walk in that door. We're all friends,in and out of class. We say hi in the hall at school,and when we see each other anywhere. No matter how big an age differance,we really care about one another. We get in each others heads,we can practicly finish everyone else's sentances. We know when too far is too far with the jokes and messing around. There are times we drive each other absulutely crazy,but at the end of the day,we care about everyone in that room at the end of class. There's always someone that'll listen to you,always someone there for you,no matter what. We're always there for each other. We automaticly accept anyone new. It's not like real school,we don't judge,don't back talk,and we just have a common respect. We're all best friends,and it's totally ok to hang out with the little kids,even if you're in middle school. There's something differant about us Team Assassin kids...we just don't know what exactly it is sometimes.

...If You Find a Man That Worth a Damn and Treats You Well

Boys. Middle School boys in particular. Are weird. Very...weird. Why are middle school boys weird you ask? Does there have to be just one reason? Today is a perfect example. Today,lots of random stuff happened. Just out of the blue random,not just saying something like "Eggs are purple" or something like that,just out of the blue kinda random. And the "Eggs are purple" kinda random too,but beside the point. All boys are weird in one way or another. Ok,weird and random are 2 different things. I guess they can be random and weird,but most of the boys I hang out with are just really random. Wanna know why? Lets go through my favorites,one by one,from a professional point of view,I present to you-my research.

# 10) Ronaldo- The least bizarre of them all,he actually has some sense on what "normal" is. But he does have his moments. He attacks people randomly (ok,Troy and I do that too...) and looses focus sometimes,but he is actually somewhat normal.

#9) Troy- Troy's a total nut,most ADHD kid I know,drives me,Ronaldo,and Alexi especially insane. He constantly wants to roll with me,and keeps it up until I let him beat me. He's pretty immature for his age,I add it up to his ADHD,but he is still pretty bizarre,landing his a spot in the top 10.

#8) Caleb- You had to see this coming. Caleb's a big leap from Troy on the weird scale. He's more weird than random,even though he can be random,he just tends to do weird stuff more than say something that doesn't fit the situation. (That's MY job...) He lets the more weird/random people in the countdown mess with him (see numbers 1 and 2) more than I do,mainly because he can't come up with something to fire back with to save his life.

#7) Kaleb- Friend from school,and he's very bizarre. He's dating a certain someone at school...and at lunch spends all his time talking to her and not paying attention to #4 on the list. Makes weird noises,and tends to be just plain annoying at times,but still kinda nice to have around.

#6) Jarod- This kid is kinda weird,but not entirely a freak show. He constantly talks about his Asian-ness and gets playfully annoyed whenever anyone calls him a "Japajew" (..?) But I can actually engage him in a semi-intelligent conversation,so he still has hope...


#5) Marcus- I swear,this kid is gay. He at least acts like he is. Major drama queen,into his clothes and trips out if they get messed up. He's also very easy to mess with. Example-He walks into science saying "Who's Awesome?" (meaning himself) me,being the nasty little girl I am, just says "Not you." getting a "Who said that?" in response. He's obsessed with himself,putting himself in the top 10 weirdest boys I know.

#4) Devin- This kid is WHACKED out. But not the weirdest boy I know. He has times where he's obsessed with something. Like a few weeks ago-he would mess with Kaleb's food and scream "EXOTIC!" out of the blue. He gets himself in trouble and doesn't seem to care.He likes to scream randomly. That's very weird-but trust me-the Team Assassin boys get a LOT worse...

#3) James- The kid is even lighter weight than ME (the one everyone uses when they need someone to throw around) and is just weird in general. Says really random stuff and is just kinda creepy in general. But still a good friend,like everyone on this list.

#2) Chris- Now I'm having fun...Alexi's little brother who seems to like messing with me almost as much as his brother. (Man,I just gave away who's #1...) Says the most random stuff to me at random times,just like his brother.

#1) Alexi- There are reasons Alexi and Chris aren't tied for 1st. These reasons being,Alexi randomly stares at me in 5th period. Until I look up,then he keeps looking at me for a few seconds before he looks down. Plus,he just cracks me up. Like calling the gym teacher a ball sack one day (or minute would be a better word...) and saying "Uh huh,yeah Girl-friend" to her the next (and me later...) And saying stuff just loud enough for me to hear,and the only person who I never gave formal permission to pick on my brother,but somehow knows I'm cool with it,because he randomly came over to him,started hitting his arm and going off on how "word on the street is he's been slacking." He's hilarious. And one of the only boys I know who gets me,and that just means he knows what he's doing with girls. And ANYONE who has survived middle school knows,thats not normal at ALL.

...I'm thinking maybe I can't have relationships (cuz lately,their not making ANY sense...)

*EDIT: Gave the blog a new look-tell me what ya think!*

Alright,I confess. I am CLUELESS when it comes to relationships. Whats worse is I seem to be the ONLY one at school who is COMPLETELY clueless. Not just with boys-girls too. Girls might actually be worse than boys. I just can't RELATE to girls...I just don't think like a girl,and THATS why boys hang out with me. I think like a GUY. My mind is consistently in the gutter-I LOVE cracking dirty jokes and find them HIGHLY amusing.

Like earlier today in 5th period,we were waiting for the school cop to show up to lecture us on why drugs are bad. Half of the 8th grade is on drugs-why try anymore? These kids are hopeless! As I was saying,dirty jokes. Lemme just say first-Ms.Harper doesn't seem to be very fond of my period. She sees us everyday,we never shut-up,we never listen,and I think she can tell we don't like her very much either. Well,me and Alexi are pretty far back in the room,and he seems to say some stuff only loud enough that I can hear,but he kept repeating-

"Ms.Harper is a ball sack,Ms.Harper is a ball sack..."

 I was cracking up after the first time he said it,and he KNOWS its easy to make me laugh...he does it on purpose I swear...

A reason I can't have a relationship with a boy is pretty simple-half the boys at school know I can beat the crap out of em. Not like I care,theres only a handful of boys at school I can even stomach,let alone think their even remotely attractive. I save that for Alexi,and he's afarid to hit me. Perfect,right? I know. Plus most of the boys at school have figured out I'm flirting with someone. They just aren't smart enough to figure out who. Stupid boys-I make it obvious...

But there is hope for me-I have my Jiu-Jitsu friends,a couple groups at school,and Alexi's starting to figure me out. So I have hope-I just need to use it. Speaking of Jiu-Jitsu,tomarrow night my mom said she'd film us rolling,so you can see exactly what I mean now. Sweet,right? PROMISE I'll blog more,from now on,I've just been busy,and sick and nothings happened in general lately,but I'll try and find something more often!