...I'm thinking maybe I can't have relationships (cuz lately,their not making ANY sense...)

*EDIT: Gave the blog a new look-tell me what ya think!*

Alright,I confess. I am CLUELESS when it comes to relationships. Whats worse is I seem to be the ONLY one at school who is COMPLETELY clueless. Not just with boys-girls too. Girls might actually be worse than boys. I just can't RELATE to girls...I just don't think like a girl,and THATS why boys hang out with me. I think like a GUY. My mind is consistently in the gutter-I LOVE cracking dirty jokes and find them HIGHLY amusing.

Like earlier today in 5th period,we were waiting for the school cop to show up to lecture us on why drugs are bad. Half of the 8th grade is on drugs-why try anymore? These kids are hopeless! As I was saying,dirty jokes. Lemme just say first-Ms.Harper doesn't seem to be very fond of my period. She sees us everyday,we never shut-up,we never listen,and I think she can tell we don't like her very much either. Well,me and Alexi are pretty far back in the room,and he seems to say some stuff only loud enough that I can hear,but he kept repeating-

"Ms.Harper is a ball sack,Ms.Harper is a ball sack..."

 I was cracking up after the first time he said it,and he KNOWS its easy to make me laugh...he does it on purpose I swear...

A reason I can't have a relationship with a boy is pretty simple-half the boys at school know I can beat the crap out of em. Not like I care,theres only a handful of boys at school I can even stomach,let alone think their even remotely attractive. I save that for Alexi,and he's afarid to hit me. Perfect,right? I know. Plus most of the boys at school have figured out I'm flirting with someone. They just aren't smart enough to figure out who. Stupid boys-I make it obvious...

But there is hope for me-I have my Jiu-Jitsu friends,a couple groups at school,and Alexi's starting to figure me out. So I have hope-I just need to use it. Speaking of Jiu-Jitsu,tomarrow night my mom said she'd film us rolling,so you can see exactly what I mean now. Sweet,right? PROMISE I'll blog more,from now on,I've just been busy,and sick and nothings happened in general lately,but I'll try and find something more often!